I know, I continually shock people because I sometimes come back to blog on this. Usually, it’s just to give you thoughts that are too long for my Facebook. So, today, I’m talking about something that really has been on my mind a lot since everything happened in Charlottesville a week and a half ago.
Now, it’s been a long time since I posted here. Mainly, because when you move to a different state, your life gets turned upside down. I will have to do a life update when I have more than 5 seconds to breathe.
However, I am currently in a position in life where things are very different in what I’m doing and living out. Lest you think this is political, it actually isn’t – I’m not impressed with Trumpy boy, but I am actually talking to people who are LGBTQ+ or in any minority group.
As all of you know, I’m queer. Finally started using that word with a little less fear recently, but yes, that’s what I am. I like the fact that it covers pretty much anyone, and since my partner is bi, I like to be a little more inclusive about the whole thing. Anyway, I thought I had put up something about forgiveness the weekend after the election, but it turns out I had not.
No, this isn’t about Trump. I will likely have a post about the disgusting issues that lead to that once I’m done being a blathering fool about it. Emotions are difficult.
First off, yes, I still own this blog. But, in the process of all of this transition, I haven’t had a lot of time TO blog. That being said, after the new year, as I try to do every year, I’m going to bring this back into play. That being said, there are a lot of things that have happened in my life and it’s important to keep all of you updated. Those of you who are closest to me (or who have been paying attention) know what is going on here, but I wanted to make it public.
I come back to this blog, which I always forget about or get too busy or whatever. And it sucks that I come back for something that hurts and aches my soul so much. It sucks that I am sitting here about to cry my eyes out over something that is horrible and that should never have happened…